Romantic musings

It is the end of May, but still gloomy and wet. How will my hair survive the frizz inducing mist and smog of New York these rainy days? Summer won’t rise up with This week I have been off from work. No patients, no appointments, just books and film and records for hours on end….

How are our resolutions going?

Hello, already three months into 2018!! That was fast. How has this year been for you, so far? Can you recall the list of changes you were going to make? The feeling of newness and possibility in this “new” year is accompanied by an uncanny feeling, a futurism, this unbelievable time in the future that…

A Year of Great Film 2017. Part 2!

Lady Bird I love Lady Bird. Not enough words for this rich and honest creation from Greta Gerwig, my new hero. A story about a real life vibrant teenage girl played achingly, biting, authentically by the wondrous Saoirse Ronan. There is the drama, earnestness, selfishness in being a teenager. The harsh anger & tender, love…

A year of great film. PART 1- CALL ME BY YOUR NAME

Never before have I had a year of such highs and lows. The world in chaos, but beauty still emerging in art and books and films. I felt happy, sad, then transformed. Late 20s whirling us around and around, changing us and challenging us. I believe, into 2018, I am the best version of myself…

Surprisingly hopeful (part 2)

PART 2 And not only is there hope in our individual life, in our own unknown, but YES, even hope for our world. Society has gone through tumult before, and we are in tumult again. As Rebecca Solnit says it “the changes we’ve undergone, both wonderful and terrible, are astonishing”. Can we not forget history,…

Surprisingly hopeful (part 1)

PART 1 Winter has swiftly arrived. We were enjoying eerily warm weather until the last few weeks, when it suddenly dropped into the 20s and 30s. Yesterday was warmer again, and gusty. I wanted to walk against the wind to see the autumn colors in the park. But all the leaves already shriveled up in…

Open the Curiosity Door!

The last few months have been a wondrous tumult. Anxieties, mortality, the pains of self-sufficient growth. World events. Museum trips to daring exhibits, a plethora of excellent films, documentaries, reading more poetry, perusing the delights of Merriam Webster’s website for hours. I’ve arrived here in one piece. Tomorrow is Halloween…I want to delight in red…

Dread, destruction and humanity

I know I know. I watch a lot of films and get excited about them all. First Wonder Woman, then Baby Driver, now Dunkirk. But, we have to talk about Dunkirk. I don’t have the words to describe this film, but I can try. I don’t like seeing a movie after it gets lots of renowned…

Ode to Baby Driver

God I’ve missed you. Back to it then. I want to talk about Baby Driver. I’ve been a fan of Edgar Wright since I first saw Shaun of the Dead, and even more so when I saw his excellent tv show Spaced and the wondrous Scott Pilgrim vs the World. I loved his show and…

NOSTALGIA

The hardest thing is to be present and alive in the moment. To not think and think and think, but to be here. To not think but to feel. To breathe air in and out, feel the tingle of your skin, to ground yourself on the sturdy earth below. To let the noise fade and…

Alternate reality

I have been thinking about creativity recently. Pretty much all my life, actually, but even more so lately. For me, the most compelling principles in life have always been: 1) creating stuff and 2) helping people. When I was 8 years old I wrote my first (and one of few completed) short stories. I kept it…

Being present in a time of resistance

Part 2 in a series on the intersection of art and the political/social turmoil of our time.   Is introspection and creativity frivolous in a time of such social and political turmoil? I have the freedom to contemplate life’s dimensions and not worry about surviving and fighting for my rights. How do we look into ourselves…